Goodbyes are sad...
you're the best that I wish I'd had...

you're the best that I wish I'd had...
starflyer 59

So the struggle continues...
why can't i just give up?
why is surrender so hard?
trust as a child, that's all He asks...
yet i'm just a selfish child...
mine, mine, mine...
wanting everything for me..
so self focused, no big picture...

that's a pretty dirty heart you got there, mister...
how about trading it in for a nice clean new one?
dirty. selfish.
it's all the same, isn't it.
i never make it to the land of moriah.
i take all i can while i can
cause i'm gonna get mine.

God, kill this heart of mine.
burn away all that is not in line with your ways
let nothing remain, except that which pleases you...