Tuesday, January 10, 2006

reinvention

there was a time i felt writing was a way to keep creative portions of my brain from dying.
i'm going to try to revive that.

goals for this year:

1. explore the interesection of the lutheran faith and my own beliefs
2. keep a film journal - documenting reviews of every movie i've seen
3. keep a music journal - document reviews of every CD i buy
4. consider a book journal - quotes and thoughts inspired by words written by humans
5. consider a TV journal - i'd rather not, but, maybe i should...if only i didn't watch so much fluff...

ambitious? yes.
doable? probably not
but worth a shot.

Monday, January 09, 2006

simplistic...

i'm trying to find a point of conversation, or a point of discussion, or a point of commonality from which to start this discussion or dialogue in my mind, but with arguments that are this simplistic, i find it hard to...

http://www.wels.net/cgi-bin/site.pl?1518&cuTopic_topicID=9&cuItem_itemID=9424

Could you provide a summary of the differences between WELS and Billy Graham?
A: As a Baptist, Billy Graham does not believe in infant baptism, in part because he does not believe that we are all born sinners and in part because he does not believe that in baptism God gives us the new birth of water and the Word.

Dr. Graham preaches a clear gospel message of what Christ has done for all sinners by his perfect life and innocent sacrifical death. A hallmark of his preaching, however, is that it consistently demands a "decision for Christ." "But there is something you must do," he says.

Lutherans believe with Luther that "I cannot by own thinking or choosing believe in Jesus Christ my Lord not come to him; but the Holy Spirit has called me by the gospel."

As a non-Lutheran, Billy Graham also denies that Christ gives us his body and blood in the Lord's Supper as a means for strengthening and preserving us in the faith.

He is also a millennialist, that is, he believes that before the final judgment Christ will come and reign on earth for a thousand years.

i'm sorry, but billy graham, and christians of other denominations in general, aren't nearly that easy to explain away...





religious struggles

in the days and weeks to come, i'm going to begin a dialogue, mostly with myself, regarding my struggles with reconciling my fiance's religious upbringing with my own....


this is kind of a pot-shot opening, but i have to get it off my chest...

it strikes me as odd that a church, a WELS (Wisconsin Evangelical Lutheran Synod), which is so paritcular about the image it puts forth and the words chosen and who can participate with them in worship, including a) changing words to common and wide-spread praise songs (ok, i've just heard maybe 2 of these) b) practicing closed communion - not the modern protestant practice of closing communion to unbelievers, but closing communion to those who are not of their own particular denomination, and, specifically, synod, c) prohibing who can participate in a wedding ceremony to only WELS members so that i cannot have any of my friends participate in the ceremony, nor will i be able to take communion with my new bride during the ceremony...etc...

it strikes me as odd that this church would have a 50 foot tall christmas tree smack dab in the middle of the alter. ok, it was off to the side, but it's hard for a 50 foot tree to not dominate the scene...blocking off even the icon of jesus at the back of the alter.

some words on the historical significance of the christmas tree:

"The Christmas tree is often explained as a Christianization of the ancient pagan idea that the evergreen tree represents a celebration of the renewal of life. In Roman mosaics from what is today Tunisia, showing the mythic triumphant return from India of the Greek god of wine and male fertility, Dionysus (dubbed by some modern scholars as a life-death-rebirth deity), the god carries a tapering coniferous tree. Medieval legends, nevertheless, tended to concentrate more on the miraculous "flowering" of trees at Christmas time. A branch of flowering Glastonbury thorn is still sent annually for the Queen's Christmas table in the United Kingdom.
Taiwanese aboriginals, tutored by Christian missionaries, celebrate with trees (Cunninghamia lanceolata) outside their homes.

Among early Germanic tribes the Yule tradition was celebrated by sacrificing male animals, and slaves, by suspending them on the branches of trees. According to Adam of Bremen, in Scandinavia the pagan kings sacrificed nine males of each species at the sacred groves every ninth year. According to one legend, Saint Boniface attempted to introduce the idea of trinity to the pagan tribes using the cone-shaped evergreen trees because of their triangular appearance."

But, I suppose, if Martin Luther did it, it must be ok...

"Germany is credited with starting the Christmas tree tradition as we now know it in the 16th century when devout Christians brought decorated trees into their homes. Some built Christmas pyramids of wood and decorated them with evergreens and candles if wood was scarce. It is a widely held belief that Martin Luther, the 16th-century Protestant reformer, first added lighted candles to a tree. Walking toward his home one winter evening, composing a sermon, he was awed by the brilliance of stars twinkling amidst evergreens. To recapture the scene for his family, he erected a tree in the main room and wired its branches with lighted candles.

Most 19th-century Americans found Christmas trees an oddity. The first record of one being on display was in the 1830s by the German settlers of Pennsylvania, although trees had been a tradition in many German homes much earlier. The Pennsylvania German settlements had community trees as early as 1747. But, as late as the 1840s Christmas trees were seen as pagan symbols and not accepted by most Americans.

It is not surprising that, like many other festive Christmas customs, the tree was adopted so late in America. To the New England Puritans, Christmas was sacred. The pilgrims's second governor, William Bradford, wrote that he tried hard to stamp out "pagan mockery" of the observance, penalizing any frivolity. The influential Oliver Cromwell preached against "the heathen traditions" of Christmas carols, decorated trees, and any joyful expression that desecrated "that sacred event." In 1659, the General Court of Massachusetts enacted a law making any observance of December 25 (other than a church service) a penal offense; people were fined for hanging decorations. That stern solemnity continued until the 19th century, when the influx of German and Irish immigrants undermined the Puritan legacy."

you might say i'm being picky here...but...that's just it. big organizations and large organized religions begin to find it difficult to be 100% consistent in every single thing they do, ultimately leading to compromises in areas that fit their fancy, but not in others that have either "been done for years" or don't suit their agendas...

i dunno. i've got to figure out a way to reconcile all of this. god, please grant me wisdom.

ricketts setting in...

they say tomorrow will end the streak of 17 straight days without the sun...crazy.

there hasn't been nearly as much snow this year (despite the above consecutive days of snow), nor has it been near as cold. which is all fine, i suppose...the biggest problem continues to be, of course, how .long. the winter is...

i've begun moonlighting. it's a nice 2nd source of income. to the tune of working 2 days = 2/5 of my monthly paycheck.
\so...look who predicted the UT-USC game to within one point...too bad i didn't do so great on the other games...FINAL LOCK: DECEMBER 27, 5 PM ET
BOWL AWAY TEAM CONFIDENCE HOME TEAM DATE/TIME (ET) TV CH.

New Orleans So. Mississippi 313 Arkansas State 19Dec. 20, 8:00 PMESPN

GMAC Toledo 45 4 UTEP 13Dec. 21, 8:00 PMESPN

Pioneer PureVision Las Vegas Brigham Young 28 20 California 35Dec. 22, 8:00 PMESPN

SDCCU Poinsettia Bowl Colorado State 30 19 Navy 51Dec. 22, 10:30 PMESPN2

Fort Worth Kansas 4222 Houston 13Dec. 23, 8:00 PMESPN

Sheraton Hawaii Nevada 4918 UCF 48Dec. 24, 8:30 PMESPN

Motor City Memphis 38 17 Akron 31Dec. 26, 4:00 PMESPN

Champs Sports#23 Clemson 1916 Colorado 10Dec. 27, 5:00 PMESPN

Insight Arizona State 4515 Rutgers 40Dec. 27, 8:30 PMESPN

MPC Computers Boise State 2114 #19 Boston College 27Dec. 28, 4:30 PMESPN

MasterCard Alamo#21 Michigan 2823 Nebraska 32Dec. 28, 8:00 PMESPN

Emerald Bowl#24 Georgia Tech 1028 Utah 38Dec. 29, 4:30 PMESPN

Pacific Life Holiday#5 Oregon 14 13 Oklahoma 17Dec. 29, 8:00 PMESPN

Gaylords Hotels Music City Minnesota 3124 Virginia 34Dec. 30, 12:00 PMESPN

Vitalis Sun Northwestern 3812 #17 UCLA 50Dec. 30, 2:00 PMCBS

Independence South Carolina 3125 Missouri 38Dec. 30, 3:30 PMESPN

Chick-fil-A Peach#9 Miami (FL) 311 #10 LSU 40Dec. 30, 7:30 PMESPN

Meineke Car Care South Florida 010 N.C. State 14Dec. 31, 11:00 AMESPN2

AutoZone Liberty Tulsa 319 Fresno State 24Dec. 31, 1:00 PMESPN

EV1.net Houston#14 TCU 27 8 Iowa State 24Dec. 31, 2:30 PMESPN2

AT&T Cotton#15 Texas Tech 107 #13 Alabama 13Jan. 2, 11:00 AMFOX

Outback#25 Iowa 24 6#18 Florida 31Jan. 2, 11:00 AMESPN

Toyota Gator#16 Louisville 24 5#12 Virginia Tech 35Jan. 2, 12:30 PMNBC

Capital One#20 Wisconsin 24 26#7 Auburn 10Jan. 2, 1:00 PMABC

Tostitos Fiesta#6 Notre Dame 202 #4 Ohio State 34Jan. 2, 4:30 AMABC

Nokia Sugar#11 West Virginia 38 21#8 Georgia 35Jan. 2, 8:30 PMABC

FedEx Orange#3 Penn State 2627 #22 Florida State 23Jan. 3, 8:00 PMABC

Rose#2 Texas 411 #1 USC 38Jan. 4, 8:00 PMABC

TiebreakerTexas Score Guess 42
38 USC Score Guess

Thursday, January 05, 2006

NATIONAL CHAMPIONS


CONGRATS HORNS!!

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

wasting time...

great new fair song here...