i'm such a poor child. of God that is.
I betray Him every second chance I get.

Today was a very bad day.
A nothing day.
I've been back 4 days and already I've lost my excitement.
bleh.
is it Satan and his attacks?
Or is it me?
Or both.

Either way, I'm saddened to be here.
In this state.
Where is my passion?
Where is my zeal?

Once again, Am I so far gone?